One hint of good news that made me smile -
I just crossed 1000 followers on #scoopz which allowed me to apply for the creator fund.
It is under review, and I dunno if they'll approve me.
But I could be making ad revenue on my videos soon.
What a strange day.
My severe #claustrophobia is caused by #cptsd as prisoners got better treatment than I did as a kid.
#tourettes causes a lot of pain if you don't understand how to manage it. I suppressed my tics all the time out of shame, and fear from watching how my dad treated my mother. If you do that all the time, you're in immense pain.
He thought I was faking so he took everything from me. I was alone, with nothing to do, and could never leave either.
I don't need horror movies as I have them play in my head every day after the childhood I went through.
It was nothing but abuse, and neglect. Being #homeless was better than being with my family in the end. My childhood prepared me for it. I was already covered in bugs and living in filth as a kid.
My father always blamed it on my mentally ill mother.
Things didn't get better until he remarried when I was about 12, and got her to clean.
My mornings are strange lately.
I make myself some coffee, go for a walk, and then sit at a park and check my notifications.
I always get a bunch from #scoopz as MAGA sheep stay up all night, at least the ones who leave hate comments, and I get about 3/4 of them between 11 PM and 4 AM.
Then I drink my coffee as the sun rises, and use the haters as insult practice until they get frustrated enough to go away.
Bless their fragile little hearts.
30 more followers and I will be qualified for the #scoopz content creator program.
This will allow me to make ad revenue on my videos, and with 750,000 views in two months, I think it could actually be some useful money.
While I make them for fun, it would be nice to make a bit of money as I do put A HUGE amount of thought, and effort into what I post.
What a dream - to get paid to make #maga sheep mad, and talk about my life.
We'll see. I'll keep making them regardless.
#trump has been exposed in ANOTHER lie about #tariffs.
2 billion a day is what he claimed the tariffs were making. Which wasn't really making anything as US companies paid them, which is how tariffs work. The exporter doesn't pay them, the US importer does, which then carries the cost to YOU.
US Customs and Border Patrol released an inflated number, and it was only 150-200 million.
10% of what Trump claimed, which is inflated so it's more like 5%.
I've noticed something about the people who follow me, and comment on #scoopz that I think is a reflection of toxic masculinity -
90% of the people who follow me are women. They leave nice, encouraging comments.
90% of the hate comments are men and usually call me girly, gay, or ugly.
My favorite comeback when they do is "only men with really fragile masculinity call other men girly all the time, snowflake," and they lose their mind and write me an essay of hate.
I triggered someone so hard, they are going across every single one of my videos and leaving hate comments.
I am quite proud of that, I've never had a grown adult put on such a pathetic show for me before.
He thinks these are insulting.
I've been laughing at this since it started xD
Watching #trump trying to explain the effects, and history of tariffs is painful.
He has no idea what they do, and tries to tell people they make America money.
Then all his #maga sheeple believe him, not realizing AMERICAN COMPANIES pay them.
So I'll keep trying to explain this to them. Won't do any good as MAGA sheep are as dense as uranium.
The people who are more moderate may listen though, and that is who these videos are meant for.
We have a first in American history.
#trump and his administration have been found in contempt of court, opening a door for criminal prosecution against Trump, and anyone involved in the #crime of kidnapping #kilmarabregogarcia and then refusing to facilitate his return.
It's a constitutional crisis and it will be an interesting point in #history to witness.
Our president is literally a criminal. He was before he was elected.
We may be about to witness a first in the #usa -
Judge Xinas, who is the judge demanding that #kilmarabregogarcia be brought home, is gearing up to hit the #trump administration with contempt of court as she is tired of the transparent game Trump and his people are playing with her.
For a president to defy 13 federal judges, 9 of which were #scotus is absolutely insane to watch.
They really do believe they're above the #law.
I guess we will see.
@surfhosting I do like the supportive environment of Mastodon.
It's a dream to be able to have a smart group of people to talk to.
It's where I run to for a break from #scoopz because the environment is absolutely opposite, and 95% of the comments I get are assholes who got triggered by the video, and needed to cry about it.
My growth was explosive and unexpected, still don't know quite how to process it.
But it is fun and you helped a lot :D
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder is the gift that keeps on giving, isn't it?
I started posting the videos on #scoopz as an experiment, and a hobby to put my thoughts somewhere as a creative #vlog.
Now I feel the need to post at least 2 rants a day, out of fear of losing my channel momentum, and the intrusive thoughts creep in if I attempt a break.
It's still fun, but this content creator shit is stressful now that I am about 100 followers from making ad revenue.
My video about #trump having no end game with the #tariffs , and white house Insiders saying they don't have any idea what he is doing either, must have really hit a nerve.
I have been getting quite a few comments like this today.
They sound like 6th graders, I can't believe these are grown adults.
I don't think they realize #scoopz auto-deletes comments like these either, so only I ever read them in my inbox.
They probably do this all day, then wonder why nobody responds.
#trump is now having talks with his regime about potentially trying to bribe Greenland residents with 10,000 dollars each to convince them to join the #usa.
Which I think it's funny he is considering that, while at the same time saying we can't afford stuff like the Department of Education.
I guess imperialism is more important than looking after #disabled and disadvantaged children.
How the hell did we get to this point?
I made this video as a pure rage-bait against #maga sheep.
Figured the title starting with "Trump is the Weak Man's Version of a Strong Leader," would get their attention.
Why?
I AM ANGRY AS HELL, and want them to be angry too. #trump is taking another vacation, and golfing.
Wasting millions of tax dollars on protection, while we pay SO MUCH more for food, and everything soon, from his dumbass decisions.
There is NOTHING strong about THAT.
I kinda ignored most of the #news and #trump craziness when I was in the hospital, and I went and had a look...
I am absolutely horrified.
I didn't even know where to start, so I talked about the 125% tariff China retaliated with.
Most of our cheap goods come from there, so it isn't gonna be the Dollar Tree anymore, it's gonna be the 5 Dollar Tree.
Also Trump supposedly took a cognitive test, then got stuck in a plane door... #lol
I think I may have accidentally made myself a soon to be passive money generator.
Even when I am not posting videos on #scoopz I am getting about 11,000 to 20,000 new views a day, because its algorithm keeps sharing them around long after I post, and there is about 265 of them now.
They've been putting a lot more ads, and I am about 140 followers away from being monetized.
Been getting another 5-10 followers a day even without posting much.
Wonder how much I'll make :D
There is a high likelihood that #trump executed the biggest Insider trading event in #history by manipulating/crashing the entire American stock market.
Except it's still crashing unlike what he planned, so now even his billionaires are suffering, and made the wrong gamble.
Trump couldn't possibly be dumber, and didn't anticipate the entire world still hating us afterwards.
#maga got SWINDLED, and took sane people with them.
Well I finally know what's wrong, in the words of the doctor himself after an MRI-
"Yea, you're gonna be here a few days because you have possibly the biggest abscess I've ever seen figure out how to get into a lung,".
At least he had a sense of humor,I get a better room, and a more comfy bed now.
Also slightly terrifying.
So I don't think I'm posting any videos for a few days.
I have like 260, not bad for like 40 days work xD
