always find interesting that i had lacked vision for years until i discovered that my rush periods when i am like a monster that can comprehend whatsoever appear after i have slept for more-than-usual™ hours and the next day i sleep the smallest time possible, e. g. going from twelve hour sleep (rip, being a vegetable throughout the day is fun) straight to five or six one.
i believe that's one of many things that affect my perception and consciousness, since sleeping this way is unhealthy.
i was reading much about some linux kernel stuff coupled with examining source code and the next morning i barely remember what i was reading
is it OK, isn't it? kind of it is put afar in distant long-term memory and acquiring chunks of memory is like reading a book with eyes closed (huh, im kidding, u get the point I guess)
the idea is just to let our brain manage the stuff when we want to reach something
become a task manager, learn and improve whatsoever needed until we get what we aimed
we aren't able yet to know everything at start, because we are but our brains. these human body apparatus isn't all-inclusive regarding knowledge at the very beginning
and it knows how to learn
so let it do it the best possible way it can
thus by realizing that we're just creatures that are made up from particles (if you think differently, that is ok) and the way how our brain works, however, is somewhat determined
albeit being determined shallowly in actuality but nonetheless we got something
by that wee knowledge we have collected we can pursuit anything by diverse techniques
in some sense I believe that any person can do whatever he want to
there are no restrictions, at all
even no morale nor law things
so far no self-limits you put urself in thinking "oh no that'll take time and maybe i can't do such stuff"
so far no physical restrictions but they are merely debuffs that impedes you a little bit
2nd Semifinal of the 3rd Programming Language World Championships! #plwc2021
C convincingly defeated Elixir, Perl and Bash to make it to this round, whereas Rust beat Typescript, Ruby and C++.
Who will make it to the big final?
how do i stop doing mistakes when basic "learn, practice, focus" does not work in terms of making elementary misses on something that shows that i got nothing to deal with it?
i am kinda frustrated. i am seeing people that make rapid progress and are absolutely accurate on the subject so they successfully race me even if I have devoted more time in it.
how do i improve myself medically or by utilizing whatever stuff to either ignore or overcome? this can lead to mental issues for me if let it go
took a guitar
occasionally played an epic and positive encouraging chord progression
recorded pcm_f32
tried to alter adding mid frequency guitar layer and putting some fx like high lead
well I realized that sounded incredible
however forgot how do i play the guitar and make it better
(maybe i'll post this music here one day)
some linux geek, loves to code and administer but is dumb and lazy. btw loves c++ by heart and RE.
Also a music producer in electro genres from future bass through epic melodic dubstep.