I hate node.js, no, I hate npm. Actually I think I just hate programming. I don't know. I'm sick of dependency nightmares and random unwarranted API changes of modules I happen to use. I sometimes feel like I want to stop working with computers altogether.
But the thrill of getting something working - achieving something, is probably worth it all in the end. There's nothing else I could really do besides computer work anyway.
@evertprants not every programming language community is as yolo'y as JS. Maybe try out a different one before calling it quits on programming
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